People sleep through the night for a reason

I sat under the stars and cried tonight
Because their light was obscured by clouds

It’s interesting to see how it can all fade to black,
and yet clear up in a minute or so

I can’t tell whether I want you beside me,
Or I want you to stay an ideal in my mind.
It’s an interesting question, an unanswerable question
But maybe that’s all there is, maybe that’s the best kind

It’s not so strange I’m writing this tonight,
after all there is always a reason
even if it isn’t to be known

Maybe it’s because I saw the brightest star in the sky fade to black
Only to cause the sunrise tomorrow

The Arbitrary Certainty

The Arbitrary Certainty:

Staring at the sky,
I catch a snowflake in my hand,
It melts,
and drops to the ground

How are you doing now?

As the whirling complexities touch my face,

Who is to say why?
There simply is,
and always will be,
the cold beauties,
the snowflakes

Landing in my hand

Today

Well today was pretty sweet, although my iPod is completely dead. I walked around my neighborhood in shorts and a tee shirt eating Popsicles with Kathy, and I had Jason sleep over (he’s currently asleep) and watched the Perfect Score, one of my favorite movies. I uploaded the montage of my friends hurting each other under the Videos section and made the recently listened to section under music which is pretty cool because it automatically shows the most recent songs I’ve listened to automatically. I really have nothing to say profound or interesting right now except that it scares me that I’m not going on about random emo stuff. It truly scares me because I do that when I’m trying to shield myself or numb my emotions. Well I hope that’s not the case because that’s not me at all. Anyways I had a really nice day.

I love having days when you really don’t do much of anything and your not bored at all.

Peace